February 5, 2012

2011 - a year in photos - Q1

I moved back to Amsterdam in January, where I lived together with my dear Anne-Marie in a very cheap but cosy apartment. Just a few days after I got back I got a mail from my previous employer, serious game developer VSTEP, telling me that they had a temporary project that I might be interested in doing the game design for. A temporary contract job was the perfect opportunity for me, since I was busy with my application for my Master’s, and knew that I would - if accepted - be leaving the Netherlands again soon.

The first quarter of 2011 was the time to see my friends and family again. Such as weekly breakfast dates with Roos at Lebkov (a great coffee place next to Rotterdam Central) and the start of (roughly) bi-weekly full weekends with Jeroen.

The end of Q1 was marked by my application to ITU Copenhagen, that had to be out on April 1. It was a time of finding solid ground again in my home country, remembering/missing Japan, and making plans for the future.

February 5, 2012
Locomote

It’s early 2012, and I’m still moving about, currently in Copenhagen, Denmark. I don’t know what it is with winter, but it has a reflective effect on me, it must be the ice crystals on my bedroom window.

I have decided to start a new series of retrospective posts covering 2011.  Since my last one dates back to March, which was also happens to be a melancholic post, I’ll take it from there. 

By dividing the year in quarters, ranging from Q1 to Q4, I will bring you; “2011, a year in photos”. I’ll be posting photos (and perhaps snippets of some videos) of some of the things I have been up to after I got back from Japan. The posts will cover a tiny bit of Q1, more of Q2, 3 and 4.

I have been busy, and have been documenting as I went. These photos sit neatly in my Lightroom catalog, but are often forgotten. I think it’s a general and serious downside to digital photography, they end up in a lonely folder on my HD.

Recently I noticed how certain periods of my life can almost feel as if they didn’t happen. Maybe it’s age, or perhaps today’s information overload, that causes these memories to become foggy. By looking at the photos, talking about them, thinking about that time and how I felt, those memories become vivid again. Happy or sad, it’s good to be reminded of those times, for they have taught and influenced me. And sometimes it’s good to remind myself of something that I have experienced in the past, and apply this knowledge to the present.

Since the context of Facebook is so awfully shallow, and since Flickr doesn’t really blog well, I’m back to my tumblr, still with the intention mentioned in this blog’s subtitle.

Stay tuned, hang on, check back soon, I’m starting today.

March 13, 2011
Tokyo one year ago - New Photoset on Flickr

Going back in time. I just posted a selection of photos taken in Tokyo one year ago on my Flickr.

These photos were taken over the course of 4 days by the both of us. The photos mark the beginning of my life in the far east.

http://www.flickr.com/photos/oudegracht/sets/72157626130451193/show/

I hope all my friends and their families in Japan are doing well given the disastrous earthquake(s) and tsunami that hit the north east.

January 14, 2011
Returning back home

Coming Monday, January 17, 2011, I am returning back home to the Netherlands. You have probably all read my previous blog post where I looked back upon a rough start at Kyushu University. It didn’t turn out the way I was hoping for.

Izu Peninsula - 2010

No matter how much I love Japan, I have to return back home. What it comes down to however, is more of a financial issue. There are 3 mayor financial drawbacks I had to cope with. The first being the Euro v.s. Yen. Second, my cousin owing me money. Third, the consequences of not starting my Masters in April this year; having to cancel my scholarship, the future (and current:application fees) costs for new Universities, the upcoming costs of an early flight back home to Amsterdam and shipping back my belongings. Also the future flight in September to a new University (wherever that may be) and all costs that come with it, I have to be prepared for this. These 3 reasons weren’t budgeted in my original plan and there is only one way to fill the gap.

This sums up the direct reasons for my sudden leave. Back home, in Amsterdam, I will look for a job again, and work until the start of my graduation studies (September).

A year in Japan has been quite an experience! Every second was absolutely worth it.

Japan has changed me. If you want to know more about it, ask me.

See you around, for the coming months, back in the Netherlands, Cowboy! 

December 13, 2010
Japan Part 2 - Fukuoka and Kyushu University

Meanwhile in a city far, far away……

Two and a half months have passed since I arrived in Japan after having spent the summer in Europe, to begin my second semester of studies. This time in a whole different location, I relocated from the Greater Tokyo area to the city of Fukuoka with the purpose of doing a 6 months Game Research pre-Master as a so called kenkyusei (research student), combined with the continuation of my Japanese language studies at Kyushu University. Followed by a 2 year Master program. 

Japan Map

At least, that was the plan.

Things changed, or as I like to call it “shit has hit the fan”.

The reason for my absence on this blog, that displays my daily life in a somewhat collective fashion, has to do with me cleaning up the mess that was caused by the event mentioned in bold. The mess had proportions that required all my attention.

Most of you in close contact with me already know this, but for all of you at a more casual distance it may come as a surprise:

To be honest, I am doing both extremely bad and quite well at the same time.

Will start with the latter.

Fukuoka is great, it is such a lovely city. Its a metropolitan city with about 1,5 million people. But it is much more calm than Tokyo. If you want, you can find the crazy Tokyo vibe, especially in areas like Tenjin, but there is much more tranquility outside of that area. The nature on Kyushu, this part of Japan, is unbelievably beautiful, get out of the cities and you will know.

Sunset close to Fukuoka

The climate is the warmest in Japan and socially, it is a blast. I am meeting so many new people, out of which a couple might become true friends. Many internationals, out of which a Russian industrial designer and a Colombian product designer are now my closest friends. My Japanese is going well, my time in Tokyo has brought it to a level where daily conversations are going smoothly. The food is awesome.. in short; life is really good here!

Pachi, Vlad and me

Now for the bad part. 

I’m doing bad because of my academical state; remember my plan. 1 year language + 2 years Masters. Kinda got messed up. I moved to Fukuoka to do the 2nd half of my language year, and to do my masters subsequently. Well, due to 2 reasons I am getting out of here again, by the end of March/Early April.

I cannot quite put into words my anger about this unfortunate course of event. Let me clarify;

Reason number 1- I am unable to find the right Sensei, someone who is sufficiently engaged in academic research in Games.
I was informed by the University that there are multiple professors in this field. Finding one should only be a matter of meeting them and finding out which one would be the best supervisor for my research subject.

Well let me make it absolutely clear: Kyushu University has no Professors active in the area of Game Research on an academic standard. The professors are basically managing a lab with students, networking with companies and government departments and getting funds for projects, they are not doing any other substantial work. There is no clear vision for the research, no academic aims. Besides, the projects they are doing are mostly of a commercial kind (making a game for Toyota for example). What the University DOES have, are staff members and professors who believe they are doing academic research. In their own way they are, but the level is simply not up to academic standard. Not by far. I don’t think it is appropriate to go into this fact about Kyushu University on this blog in more detail, but let me know privately if you want some more insight.

I do want to highlight some general things though, which might help other students who have the same plan/ambitions as I had. 

I have been involved in the field of game research in Japan since my arrival here in March. I attended several game research conferences, I have spoken to and visited a multitude of universities who are involved in Game Research; Kanagawa Institute of Technology, KEIO University, Tokyo University, Tokyo University of the Arts (Tokyo Geijutsu Daigaku), Waseda University, IAMAS and Kyushu University. I would say they are running behind on the west with about 10 years.  

I have come to understand that academic research on games is highly underdeveloped in Japan. Northern Europe, Western Europe and North America are way ahead of the Japanese. This is both shocking as disturbing given the heritage of Japanese games and the important role Japan (Sony, Nintendo) still has on the global game market. You could say; well Thomas I guess you haven’t done your homework. Truth is, I believed in finding it underneath the rock called ‘Nihongo’, aka the Japanese language barrier. The academic works that are written in Japanese are so little in numbers and are merely about new technology (better graphics, input devices) rather than focusing on what to actually create with this technology, the content.

Kyudai

Then on to reason number two for my departure next spring.

2- My current temporary sensei screwed up big time (pardon my language, there is no better way of putting it).

He forgot to sign me up for the Masters before the supposedly early deadline (actually, he forgot to inform me that I even HAD to). Also, the website about this was unfortunately outdated, it displayed two deadlines, the second one is no longer in effect unfortunately. I got a nice “Ah thank you for pointing out this mistake on our website”.

The deadline for the Master program was on a Friday, the following Monday my sensei called me to his office and explained, apologized, and telling me I cannot start my masters until April 2012. Rules are rules in Japan, no compassion for teachers screw ups or students coming from across the ocean. (3 other internationals are having the same problem btw in this University). 

Now because of this I have to wait another year, which I am not going to.

These drawbacks have hit me pretty hard in the face. Been down by them. I want to start working on my game projects and doing research really badly. Wonderful Life was a great experiment, but its time for a lot more. And now I have to focus on actually being able to do so, creating the circumstances ,instead of creating the games and doing the research. Its damn frustrating. But hey, I didn’t pick the path of least resistance, so I should cope with it.

Really trying to make the most out of my time here, enjoying more of Japan, deepening my knowledge of Haiku poetry and using the facilities the University has to offer. Meaning that besides finding a graduate school, I have started a new game project, with a deadline at the end of February. A super tight development schedule, a part time, 2 man project. It will be a short artistic 3D game for Mac and PC about leaving.

So no long blog updates, maybe some photos here and there, I am totally focusing on applying to other Universities now and my current project. University wise I am looking outside of Japan. No matter how much I love this country, my passion for the evolution of games will send me, at least at this moment in my life, to yet another place on earth.

 Excelsior!

September 30, 2010

I am back in Japan. After a crazy 21 hour stop-over in Cairo (including seeing the pyramids and the banks of the Nile river) I am back in Tokyo and about to leave for the more southern city of Fukuoka.

I can’t wait to finally start working full-time on my game design research and give it the attention it so badly needs. Despite its challenge. I call for evolution!

As fellow game designer Paolo Pedercini (Every day the same dream) puts it;

The ideology of a game is in its rules, its invisble mechanism, and not only in its narrative parts. Thus a global innovation of this medium will be very difficult. (translated from German)

September 18, 2010
Flight back and booking a cheap flight to Japan.
I booked my flight back to Japan! On Sunday the 26th I’ll be on my way back to the far east.
This time with yet another new airline; Egypt Air. I know, it doesn’t really sound attractive. And it will be quite a contrast with my direct business class KLM flight I took a few weeks ago. However; it is really a cheap way to fly to Japan from Amsterdam. 450 euro’s one-way. And if you keep in mind that one-way flights are usually the same cost as returns flights (sometimes even more expensive) this might become a new route. With this I mean; via Cairo. Africa’s biggest city and from what I’ve heard, the most hectic unorganized city on the planet. Well I’ve got a stop-over there with quite some time to look around, very very curious. 
Egypt Air is a member of star alliance, making it more trust worthy, and I’m also getting my precious frequent flyer miles.
For all of you wanting to book cheap flights; so far skyscanner.net is my number one. It beats all the other big search sites.
Saying goodbye will be tough again, but a new adventure awaits! Kyushu University Graduate School of Design and life in Fukuoka! Really, really exciting!

Flight back and booking a cheap flight to Japan.

I booked my flight back to Japan! On Sunday the 26th I’ll be on my way back to the far east.

This time with yet another new airline; Egypt Air. I know, it doesn’t really sound attractive. And it will be quite a contrast with my direct business class KLM flight I took a few weeks ago. However; it is really a cheap way to fly to Japan from Amsterdam. 450 euro’s one-way. And if you keep in mind that one-way flights are usually the same cost as returns flights (sometimes even more expensive) this might become a new route. With this I mean; via Cairo. Africa’s biggest city and from what I’ve heard, the most hectic unorganized city on the planet. Well I’ve got a stop-over there with quite some time to look around, very very curious. 

Egypt Air is a member of star alliance, making it more trust worthy, and I’m also getting my precious frequent flyer miles.

For all of you wanting to book cheap flights; so far skyscanner.net is my number one. It beats all the other big search sites.

Saying goodbye will be tough again, but a new adventure awaits! Kyushu University Graduate School of Design and life in Fukuoka! Really, really exciting!

August 31, 2010
Economic Crisis and life in Japan.
Ah great, I am back in the Netherlands for a short vacation with my girlfriend, celebrating the marriage of my Father and Monique and catching up with friends. Also, I have time to check up on my finances.
This graph indicates the fall of the Euro valued in Japanese Yen.
As you can see, from the moment I entered Japan it has declined from 127 Yen for 1 Euro to 106 Yen for 1 Euro. It couldn’t be worse, it was fairly steady before my departure.
This is a decrease in value of 16,5%!
Meaning; my savings have decreased equally! I’m not going into details here, but lets say I brought along 15.000 euros. A decrease of 16,5% results in my savings decreasing with 2475 euros.
Goodness, I’ve just lost almost two and a half thousand euros in five months due to economic downfall. Who says the economic crisis can’t be felt?

Economic Crisis and life in Japan.

Ah great, I am back in the Netherlands for a short vacation with my girlfriend, celebrating the marriage of my Father and Monique and catching up with friends. Also, I have time to check up on my finances.

This graph indicates the fall of the Euro valued in Japanese Yen.

As you can see, from the moment I entered Japan it has declined from 127 Yen for 1 Euro to 106 Yen for 1 Euro. It couldn’t be worse, it was fairly steady before my departure.

This is a decrease in value of 16,5%!

Meaning; my savings have decreased equally! I’m not going into details here, but lets say I brought along 15.000 euros. A decrease of 16,5% results in my savings decreasing with 2475 euros.

Goodness, I’ve just lost almost two and a half thousand euros in five months due to economic downfall. Who says the economic crisis can’t be felt?

July 29, 2010
Kyushu University Graduate School of Design

Word is out; Today I got officially accepted to Kyushu University Graduate School of Design.

Time for an update;

Some of you might know, some of you don’t. But about 2 months ago I decided on one of the biggest question I faced since I graduated from the Utrecht School of the Arts. At which Japanese University would I like to do my Master’s? I had compiled a list that consisted of some amazing schools, each with their own unique approach to Game Design/Media Art/Interaction Design. And, I applied.

I spent quite some time checking out websites and reading brochures. I have talked to friends, students, artists, graduates and professors in order to get as much information on each of the Universities. I visited some. I was curious about the style of teaching, the make up of the curriculum, the atmosphere on campus and among students, the location and the vibe of the city or town where the University is located, the Academic staff members, the school’s vision and philosophy, the message of the Dean, to name a few.

In the end I narrowed my choice down to 2 Universities. Finally choosing Kyushu University (located in Fukuoka) as the school that best fits me, to me it was the most appealing on practically all points mentioned above (and I am sure I missed some).

There are numerous reasons why I think Kyushu scored so well on these points, which I am happy to go further into if you are curious (send me a mail!) but two points I wish to highlight; 1. the school’s experimental and full on academical approach towards (game)design. As opposed to Private Universities with a more commercial goal and business like attitude. 2. a high level, diverse and enthusiastic academic staff and a wonderful group of students that promise to be a fruitful environment to conduct research in.

With this choice also comes a big change of plans; I will be leaving the Tokyo Metropolitan Area sooner then planned, namely; in 2 days. In other words; I will leave Kanagawa Institute of Technology after having studied Japanese Language here for (only) 1 semester.

Why? Well it was brought to the attention by one of my friends from Fukuoka; it is possible to already start this year at Kyushu University, in October, as a Kenkyusei. In English this is called Research student. It is a 6 months lasting pre-Master (can be longer if you want to). It is recommended by the school to take a this step before enrolling into the actual Master program (which kicks off in April 2011).

And -how- I want to get started. The sooner the better. This is the main reason I came to Japan! I am very very eager to give game design my full attention again.

The research I will be doing for a period of 6 months will be the foundation and the starting point for my Master research. This period is also used so one can get to know the faculty, the students and above all; the professors. Evidently, I need to find a professor under whom I will do my research for 2 years. Getting a clear idea on who’s the best Sensei to give me the best feedback and support is key. I understood that a lot of the feedback is also exchanged and given by the other students who work under this professor (or Lab as the Japanese call their academic space) so I really look forward to meeting the my fellow students.

So to sum up my current state of affairs;

- today I received the acceptance letter of Kyushu University

- in two days my first semester comes to an end, and with that my time at KAIT.

- on the 3rd of August I will be flying home to the Netherlands to spend the summer with my dear girlfriend, to celebrate various events with family and to catch up with friends.

- somewhere around the 3rd week of September I’m back in Japan and moving my so far accumulated material belongings to Fukuoka. I’m turning this whole moving thing into a big road trip (I’m gonna be driving from Tokyo to Fukuoka!) and I will stop at many cool and interesting spots along the way.

- October 1st, starting my 6 month period as a Research Student

- December, Master’s entrance exam

- April, start of the 2 year Master program.

To end this update; it’s time for celebration, for packing, preparing to move out of my apartment, for saying goodbye to my newly made friends here in Atsugi, in Tokyo and for realizing what has passed, what is going on right now, and what will be there to come!

July 19, 2010
White guy in Japan who uses his exotic status to pick up Japanese girls; of course, it’s Charisma Man!

White guy in Japan who uses his exotic status to pick up Japanese girls; of course, it’s Charisma Man!

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